I hadn't even officially announced our pregnancy yet on this blog, but I must now share some disheartening news. We lost our first baby 10 weeks 1 day into our pregnancy, and I had surgery yesterday to "finish the job." Everything was going perfectly, we had seen a strong heartbeat at 6 1/2 weeks along, and there was really nothing to prepare us for what has happened. We are obviously heart broken over our loss, but have been carried through by the prayers of many. Since we discovered that we were expecting, we have said that this baby is not ours to hold onto, but a gift from God for as long as His timing allows. Of course that was easier to say when there was still a little one inside, but we still cling to the truth that God is good...all the time. We have received so much support from loved ones (most of which are far away, but their prayers are felt in a very real way). We are thankful for the short time we had with our little one (of course the heartbreak kinda trumps the thankfulness right now, but that will ease), and we are hopeful for the future.
I must say that Steve has been my rock during this ordeal. This is very much his loss, too, yet he has carried me with such grace. I am amazed by him more and more...and cannot even describe how thankful I am for my wonderful husband. He sure will make a great Daddy someday.
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Oh Liesl, I am so sorry for you! I had no idea that you were pregnant. I will be praying for you friend. I can't even imagine what you're going through right now, and I'm not going to pretend like I know. But, I am grieving with you. I'll be praying that the Lord heals you physically and mentally.
I still don't have any words, but I am glad that you have decided to share this with everyone. The more prayers the better. I am glad that you have Steve there to help you through this time. I am praying that in time God will heal your broken heart. I love you guys and am always praying for you.
Your wisdom in the midst of all this is such an inspiration to me. We're keeping the prayers going for you with much hope for the future. Love you sis!
I am so sorry for your lost. I will be praying for you :-) God Bless!
Lauren
I'm so sorry for your loss. Know that I am praying for you. I hope God showers you with blessings and smiles during this hard time...I know they will be hard to find and come by. Stay strong and shining for him :) Amy
I hope you are feeling better. Thank you for your comments on my blog :-)As for the garden, this is our second year planting. I don't think I'm near ready to do a tutorial. We'll see how they turn out this year. God Bless!
I am really sorry about your loss! Just remember that God is in control and He won't ever put you through more than you can handle. You will be in our prayers.
Beautiful words, Liesl... I'm so sorry for your loss. Praying for you as I type.
Just said a prayer for you. I know that this is a difficult time for your family.
Thank you for your comments on my blog and for de-lurking. I would love to have run into you at church, darn it! Too bad it is too far for you.
God bless you, look forward to keeping up with you.
Sunny K
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